i dunno if i'm doing the right thing but i felt relieved when i let it off my chest. is it wrong for me to feel that way?

i see tough times ahead and it's going to be a long week. but i have to be strong. i have to be brave.

good luck for ur exams aien. u'll be needing it.

it's one of those bad days where u feel like shouting !@#$k%^&*n()_+n!@#$f%^&*u()_+c!@#$c%^&*u()_+...... and then you'll feel better..

so who would like to be my friend today?

freakin hoottt..

finally got to watch this.. bwahahaha..

had a shitty start at work today.

but reading ellen's tweets definitely crack me up. here goes..

TheEllenShowDo you know who my favorite singer is? Pink. Do you know who's on my show today? Pink. Do you know what my favorite color is? Navy blue.
3:26 AM May 16th from web

gonna be gone from the blog again for a while. exams coming. boo Ya!

almost there with my report. just waiting for the transcripts and methodology from the partner and i can print this out and set this aside..

maybe i should work on my reading now.. sighh...

i see a little bit of sunshine coming.

doing my work this late did give me some good tho. i had the whole house to myself with no one asking me to do this and that cos everyone's asleep. i get to run the laundry and also watch the reds game as well. we're goin to rome.

ok.. did what i could for the night. off to bed for wee bit.. nites.

been busy. was away from the office for almost a week. even when i was in, i had no time to sit down at my desk for long. there was always something that needed attention. finance side had been quite a bitch with so many invoices coming back to me. why can't they get their procedures straight. 1st time must like this. then another time say like that. that officer say this. another officer say that. waste my time for no reason. acckkkk. if not for a few gems who have been tremendously helpful, i would have blown my top a few times. doesn't help that my division was running a conference at that time. freaking $$ officer called me when i got back and said she has been calling and trying to get me on the phone. saying it's so hard to get me as if it was my fault i had to leave my desk. pleaseeee lahh... u think i what?? everyday in office ah like u??? renovations not completed in the office as well. the noise is terrible. my new work area is not ready and i'm expected to shift by this fri. rite. my current table is now a mess. and everything is simply strewn everywhere. haiss..

classes are ok. assignment week now.. i'm left with a final submission and an individual reading. tough. i just need this week to be over and i can breathe a little easier. this has just been crazy. even the long weekend was not enough cos we had something on. almost like work as well. i'm just roughing it out for a week more. craving for a break. at a time like this i dun care even if it's batam or bintan..

been so tired that i'm having problems waking up every single day.. times i almost feel like shouting when i'm trying to get some work done but calls keep coming in and noise from the renovation work got too loud. times that i just feel like crying.

i need a little bit of sunshine.