Saturday, December 22, 2007
Monday, December 17, 2007
Give Me Novocaine
Monday, December 3, 2007
Kon gra chew lay syenssss
Sunday, December 2, 2007
Thursday, November 29, 2007
nEbo Beach Touch
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Mission Accomplished
Friday, November 23, 2007
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
Annoying Bitch
Super Duper Coolness
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
What's New PussyCat.... Woooooo woooo woooo...
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Leave of Absence
Friday, October 26, 2007
Hehe..
So they met and it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asked her to join him for a weekend in a romantic motel. Their first night there, she undressed as he did. There she stood nude, except for a pair of black lacy panties, he was in his birthday suit.
Looking her over, he asked, " Why the black panties ? "
She replied: " My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still in mourning."
He knew he was not getting lucky that night. The following night was the same--she stood there wearing the black panties, and he was in his birthday suit--but now he was wearing a black condom.
She looked at him and asked: "What's with the black condom?"
He replied, " I want to offer my deepest condolences."
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Review:
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Fergie..Fergie..
Fergie as usual was Fergilicious. How hot can a girl's bod be huh!! One handed flips... Super hot abs. Sheesh. Will.i.am was super suave lah.. Hehe..
Ok. I'm still over the moon of catching them live.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Happiness is in the Form of My Pink IC..
My favourite moment was yesterday...
As you recall, two weeks ago, I blogged about losing some things. Yesterday I planned for today:-
- Send zumsteg off at the airport
- Head down to ICA to get replacement done
But I got a call from his cousin asking if I lost my IC. I thought he was just being an ass but waheyyyy..
"Kawan kerja aku jumpa kau punya card holder dalam teksi. "
Translation: "My colleague found your card holder in a cab."
Can you just imagine!!! 2 weeks of waiting and just when I was about to accept my fate and fork out the money to get a replacement.... of all things to happen... Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! Imagine.. My cards were just lying there in that cab for 2 weeks!!! Agaknya pakcik drebar gi holiday. Sebab tu tak drive 2 minggu eh? But nvm... I just very very happpyyyyyy!!
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! To you! and you and you!
Friday, October 12, 2007
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Very Random I Know...
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Monday, October 8, 2007
Sigh..
Haz!! They choked again!!
Anyway yesterday was a first. Many many change of plans saw me watching Balls of Fury at Vivo by myself. Laughing shyly in a cinema all by yourself when you're surrounded by people in groups was kinda funny. So I was laughing ay myself mostly. Heh.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Friday, October 5, 2007
One of those days..
First was forgetting my booklet when I have already reminded myself time and time again to bring it along. I went all the way home during lunch just to get that settled.
Then I screwed up my prac again. Even though I was fine during my warm up.
And lastly the mother of all screw ups.. I lost my card holder. Just 3 cards inside but 3 very important cards. I whined and I cried but they did not reappear. Retraced my steps and sat there for hours. Was thinking what needs to be done. Then was reminded that I had this coming with my stubborness of keeping things easily accessible. That just made me feel more pathetic. But yeah I guess I really had it coming.
Was so tired when I got home. Keep dreaming that someone found my cards and returned it to me. Sigh. Can . Dreams . Come . True ?
Anyway, called the cab company in case I droppped it in the cab I took. Called my bank to block my cards. And I've just made a police report just in case.
Today I'm tired. Very tired to the brink of me feeling like I have no energy to fast. Just feel like dropping my head down on the table and just blank out my brains away for the day.
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
So Excited!!
New Zealand:
1 Tony Woodcock
2 Anton Oliver
3 Carl Hayman
4 Keith Robinson
5 Ali Williams
6 Jerry Collins
7 Richie McCaw (c)
8 Rodney So'oialo
9 Byron Kelleher
10 Dan Carter
11 Sitiveni Sivivatu
12 Luke McAlister
13 Mils Muliaina
14 Joe Rokocoko
15 Leon MacDonald
Replacements:
16 Keven Mealamu
17 Neemia Tialata
18 Chris Jack
19 Chris Masoe
20 Brendon Leonard
21 Nick Evans
22 Isaia Toeava
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
Monday, October 1, 2007
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Not Fasting No Need to Show Everyone lah
Eh mat. Jgn nak step serani. Just b'cos got blond hair think people will mistake you for an Eurasian. Tgk kulit, tgk mata... Tgk muka je dah tahu lah.
I had the urge to look at him and ask, "Lambat sahur?? Sedap?" but yeah I stopped myself cos ok.. He had this very slim possibility he wasn't a malay muslim.. or maybe he just wasn't a muslim at all..
But even if he isn't.. Guess where this incident took place. Rite smack in the middle of an MRT train full of the morning office crowd.
He was blissfully standing there, drinking his huge cup of soya bean and eating his whatever soya bean cake or bun. Whatever the thing is called..
So much for "No eating or drinking in the train. Fine $500/-".
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Rugby World Cup 2007


Monday, September 17, 2007
Bless their Souls..
A Thai passenger plane crashed and burst into flames as it landed in driving rain on the resort island of Phuket, killing 87 people including foreigners, officials said.
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It's scary how things just happen. We have taken the flight before and we have just got back from that island resort. The very same one.
First was the flood before we got there and now this.
Bless their souls. May they rest in peace.
Thank you for keeping us safe.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
Monday, September 3, 2007
Sweet Dreams
Early Bedtimes:
While heading to bed at 8 p.m. might seem like a great way to get your sleep schedule on track, such an early bedtime will likely deter your good intentions. That’s because hitting the sack before (or too soon after) the sun has started setting usually does not align with your circadian rhythm, the body’s natural sleep-wake cycle. In order to keep pace with your circadian rhythm, Dr. Chediak recommends waiting until you’re drowsy to fall asleep and then waking up at the same time each morning, giving your body a set schedule to sleep by.
Bedroom Gadgets:
No, not those kinds of gadgets. We’re talking about ordinary computers, BlackBerries, and televisions--all of which are probably best left outside the boudoir. Mingling electronics with your sleep site sends your body mixed messages about whether it should be turned on or off. In order to keep your bedroom a restful place, keep it free of digital devices.
Having a Nightcap or Two: ( Does Teh Tarik count??)
If you’re having trouble falling asleep, drinking is not the right remedy. A few beers will definitely make you drowsy, but that does not translate into a solid night of sleep. Instead, sleeping after drinking is one of the surefire ways to guarantee a miserable morning. You’ll usually get about four hours of light sleep, Dr. Chediak explains, but wake up afterward feeling lousy and unable to fall back asleep. If you’re looking for more solid sleep that will leave you well rested, then the bar scene should not be part of your bedtime ritual.
Working Until Bedtime:
Think you’ll be able to fall asleep if you move right from checking your e-mail to bed? Think again. Actually stop thinking. If you’ve got work-related matters buzzing around in your head, give them a chance to calm down before you consider sleeping. Putting a time barrier between work and sleep should ensure that you’re having sweet dreams instead of stressful nightmares.
Watching the Clock:
Watching each minute--or second--pass by is not going to help you drift off. Instead, it will likely make you more anxious about the time you’re spending without sleeping. Instead of counting the passing minutes, Dr. Chediak recommends getting up to do a calming activity, such as a crossword puzzle or reading a book and then heading back to bed when the drowsiness hits again. (And turn that clock face away from the bed.)
Dark Mornings:
Your morning routine can actually have a pretty big impact on your sleep success. You need to let your body know when it’s time to rise and shine and the best way to do that is by exposing yourself to some bright lights. Doctors recommend getting about 20 minutes of early-morning light exposure. It will let your body know that it’s time to get going and reduce drowsiness.
If Teh Tarik counts as a night cap, the I have 6 out of 6. Full score.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
For those in a Blank State..
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Friday, August 24, 2007
Lemony Snicket A Series of Unfortunate Events...
Plan was to do my prac 4, head to Paragon and get zumsteg's pants then to Wisma for his shirt. Then down to LaSalle for him to try those on. Prob dinner somewhere nearby after...
But turned out that, I did get the wrong size of pants after all so had to go back to Paragon and get it changed... and just my luck that they don't have the size we want.. Clever meee... So had to spend almost half an hour there to let him choose something else as the shop has a policy of no cash refunds. Dang it.
And our search for the exclusive pants began... Muji.. Ben Sherman.. Marks and Spencer... Timberland... Metro... Dockers... No nice pants.. At 9-ish pm.. tired and hungry (both of us had no lunch)... zumsteg threw in the towel and said he'll just wear his jeans... we end up having dinner at Paragon and him with 2 shirts in his bag...
Well, I guess at least they were nice shirts... Riteeeee...?????
Haiyahhh.. my classes start tonight leehhhh... Hairspray anyone???
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Let's Go...
Baby you got the keys-
Now shut up and drive(drive, drive, drive)
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Last Week...
We decided that next year we'll go for Inno's birthday bash just for that last part where we take stupid pictures of ourselves (Az-I want the pics!!).
We caught Jason Bourne who was damn hawt.
I did my prac 4 in the rain.
Other than that, today my back still hurts.
Cycling on Saturday anyone?? I wanna crank up some gears.
Monday, August 20, 2007
Ooohh My Back
Actually everything hurts today.
*xneiax takes Yoko Yoko and pours the whole bottle on her back.
Friday, August 17, 2007
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Bizzyyy Beeezzznezz
My colleague was on leave, so had to cover for her these past few weeks. Due to that, my move to T2 has to be pushed back as well. Now I'm amidst a pile of papers to get done, meetings to coordinate, packing to finish up and typing out a handover manual for the girl who's taking over my place. Come Sept 1, I will have a whole new world to look into.
Bike pracs has been contant but the progress is kinda slow at the moment. RTT is this Sat and I think I'll prob feel the jitters later. Class starting soon. Next week actually. Kinda looking forward to that but it being on a Friday kinda suck.
Anyways, Saturday is masquerade day. Got my little outfit ready and now working on the mask..
Ok I seriously wanna sleep.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Can We do That Again???
Got the car on Wed night and drove around for a bit. Kinda sucky at driving a Manual... Haha. Been driving too much Auto. Caught a late movie at Great World and supper at Niqqi's. Wanted to go Spize but was damn packed lah.
Thur, supposed to accompany zumsteg to the cemetry but car gave us some problems. Haha. He drove all the way to Boon Lay just to have the car break down and we had to take the bus back all the way to Hougang. Pit stop at Causeway Point and got some stuff.
Friday morning got a surprise call from laday Pat from SPH. Informing me I have just won a set of season 1 and 2 dvds of American Chopper. Woot woot. So me and zumsteg put on our cycling gear and head down to Toa payoh from Hougang on our Konas. Lunched at Toa Payoh before heading back to Hougang to collect a new vehicle from the rental guy. The ride back was awesome. Even tho the distance was not our usual route of Kallang to Changi and back, the hills and stuff totally made up for it. Imagine us on our mtb busting our legs and ass off. Night time saw me and the whole zumsteg clan over at Mustaffa. Burned a hole in my wallet with an impulse purchase of my Nike Oregon watch. Actually not an impulse I must say... I have been eyeing it since like years ago. Even though the design is totally outdated, I so so lovveee it. Drove them home and drove myself home at 80km/h along PIE. I was that sleepy.
Change of plans on Saturday saw us at Tanjong Beach at 2pm. Wanted to do Ubin but changed our minds about cycling when we saw the sun. But we managed to do a short stop at Treknology over at Siglap to get our helmets. Did I ever mention that having a car to drive to Sentosa is like such a nice feeling. Dammit. Everything was easy peasy. Changing and all and no excess baggage. Sigh.... Big Bikes at Millenia after that. Nothing impresive lah actually. Thot can see bikes like those in American Chopper or what... Lucky free...
We finally managed to head down to the cemetry on Sunday. Did the necessary before heading for dinner at West Coast. Drove back to Hougang to return the car and supper and soccer at Serangoon with a Mr Tan Tiong Beng. Man U drew with Reading. Bleargh. Man U's midfield was superb but their finishing was damn lousy. Or maybe Reading's defence and keeper was damn tight lah. As zumsteg told me through out the game...
"Reading is reading Man U very well ah..."
Rite.. But whaddaheck... I had too nice a time to be beating myself over a stupid draw...
Ok.. xneiax outs.
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
New Beginning or Sweet Ending??
To those who have msged me or emailed me in any way, thank you for your kind words.
Hehe. To the crazy bunch of young girls.. You totally caught me off guard. Like totally.
I have not managed to give anyone an answer as of now. It's kinda awkward actually. I'm feeling free as of now. From the emotional hoo haa. Feeling light hearted and happily doing other stuff. Been cycling again. Been running. Just cos I want to.
On another part, I do feel the itch of calling people up for a game of touch. Just simple meet up at an open space and play touch. I also do think of what's happening at turf last Saturday.
Anyway, I guess what I'm trying to say now is I'm enjoying my flow. Just slow and steady. No commitments to keep to and not rushing into anything.
Give me some time babes. Just a little bit of time to enjoy whatever I have now and recharge. I'm not rejecting anyone. I'm not dissing anyone...
I'm just enjoying my sunshine...
Weeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And you guys enjoy yours too yeah!!!
Wednesday, August 1, 2007
Dear Barras,
Good quality crushed ice works wonders too.
I've decided. To some it may be a small matter. It took me months to realise that my answer has been in front of me all along. Only that I kept denying to myself and to finally gather my courage to say it out and to seal it shut, so that no changes can be made.
Please don't think I'm still angry. I'm no longer angry at all and I have no grudges against anyone. I'm very sorry to anyone who thinks I've wasted their time and effort, be it training me or getting my jerseys.
Just that I can no longer see myself playing just to prove a point that I can still play. Maybe I no longer have the competitive edge in me but yeah, I still love the game. I still love you guys.
Who knows, when I turn 20+++ or 30+++ and I've finally lost weight and can run faster, I'll come for your try outs again. Maybe TS will start a Womens' Master by then.
So I guess this is it. So I'll see you guys around.
Good luck for NTL.
Love,
Aien
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Sweeny Sweetness...
Tim Burton is working on the movie as we speak. Guess who's playing Sweenyyy???? Johnny Johnny Johnny Johnny Woossshhh Johnny Depp!!
Out this Christmas! Ratings to be advised.
Monday, July 30, 2007
Filled with Dread
Nah. I'm not sure what I'm supposed to be feeling now but it seems it's none of the above. I'm actually feeling more sad that I have finished reading Deathly Hallows. The thing that had kept my mind off those petty little things through the weekend.
Priorities change. Situation changes. People's need changes too.
I no longer see myself willing to bend over backwards for such things.
I think my mind is quite made up. Quite set on what I want to do.
As much as I was angry before I have never felt this way. Dread. You guys know the meaning of that word? At the moment I do. I dread seeing the faces of some people now. People whom I thought I respect? Is that the word. I dunno anymore.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
What's Going On Here?
Bullshit lah..
I should have listened to you Ngoi.. You dished out the best advise I could have taken but haha. I was kinda blinded. By the sun maybe...... Riteee...
Be it good or bad. I dun give a flying fark anymore.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Last 3 Weeks at a Glance
Anyway, I'm not sure if I should say anything now. Afraid I might jinx it. But people have been saying it's more or less confirmed and I am slowly organising my stuff neatly. Rearranging them and putting them into boxes. It's kinda scary but exciting too. Well tomorrow is our staff meeting so hopefully it all comes out in the open and everything is officialised. Crossing my fingers now....
Planning to head down to Wheelock today and collect my poor unrepairable iBook and maybe look around for a replacement? MacBook 13-inch in black? Yes? No?
Monday, July 23, 2007
Ohmmm...
11 more months and I would have fully paid off my mum's cpf. Sweetness.
Paid off all bills for this month with spares.. Nice..
If anything was supposed to have spoilt my weekend, these 2 was more than enough to make up for it.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Reparo!!...???
2 weeks I waited. Called them and they said they emailed me. I said no I didn't receive. They told over the phone... I need to replace the logic board.. Which would cost me.. Hear this...
$1034.00
I laughed and replied... "Huh.. Might as well I buy new iBook..."
They laughed and said.. "Yeah that's what we thought you reply would be.."
I'm sad.... Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
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On another note.... Maybe I should go window shop for MacBook... *smiles gleefully*
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Draco Dormiens Nunquam Titillandus
It helps to understand the movie better. I'll be reading one scene then I'll go... "Oh now I understand..."
Just shows how slow I am.
Was going through predictions on Book 7 and there were reports that someone actually scanned the last page of the book and put it up online or something. Most fans thought it was just a normal fake spoiler but Scholastic kinda sued the poster for that. So obviously there's some truth to that. Hahaha.. And thousands of fans are in uproar now cos the ending have been spoilt for them... (Well for those who have seen the spoiler anyways). As i said again.. I'm slow. So obviously I didn't even know there was one...
2 more days and we'll know... Bad luck for me. Ordered my book late so I'll prob only get it on the 26th..
For now.. I should start on GOF then. Just finished my OOTP yesterday...
Cute fact: Hogwarts Motto - "Draco Dormiens Nunquam Titillandus" means "Never Tickle a Sleeping Dragon" from Mugglenet.com
Monday, July 16, 2007
Expecto Patronum
OOTP was a tad disappointing. I felt that there was something more to it. On that day itself, I found myself standing in Borders infront of the rows of books. Deciding whether to buy OOTP or HBP??
I decided to get HBP and catch up on the previous books later.. Arghhh... I was wrong. I should have just gotten everything at once. I finished HBP in less than 2 days.
I could just imagined how smany scenes they had to leave out to fit that 2 hour time frame for the cinema...
And now I'm itching to get the DH..
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dum di dum di dum di dum.........
*xneiax sheepishly says*Ok.. I just preordered my Deathly Hallows...******
Friday, July 13, 2007
Abacadabra.... Alakazam...
Date with the beau.. but he had to remind me he's only there cos of Emma. Not cos he's bringing me to watch it... Bleargh.
Also magikally.. I passed no 1!!
:-)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
By a P4 Student...
Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu. Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya.....
.....full story at......
Monday, July 2, 2007
Transformers...
Watched it over the weekend with Sherman and cuzs.
I said it before and yet I'm saying this again.
Sometimes you see one same person in many different lights.
MORE THAN MEETS THE EYE!!!
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Bored..
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
6 years ago??
Coldplay - Yellow lyrics
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh what a thing to have done
And it was all yellow
Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know you know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow
Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
You know for u i'd bleed myself dry
For you i'd bleed myself dry
Its true look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine for you
Look how they shine
Look at the stars look how they shine for you
And all the things that you do
More song lyrics at LyricsMode
Friday, June 22, 2007
Ola!
Tuvo que llevarle toda la espalda de manera. Estoy triste que mi mac está enfermo. Enfermó cuando estuve lejos. Otra persona lo hizo enfermo. Y para ver apenas al médico me costarÃa $105. Yo no sé cuánta la medicina me costarÃa. Tendré que esperar hasta el mes próximo entonces.
Perdone mi español. Muy nivel de principiante que sé. Co acabo de llegó a ser brasileño hace 5 minutos.
Wahahaha...
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Blardy the Mangkuk..
Nehmind. At least I have hit my 30 points target to at least buy me off the entrance fees for next quarter.
So who want to belanja me lunch today???
---Update---
A colleague kindly lend me some money. Yeay! So I can go for my run afterall!!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Fun.. Hehe
He gave his booklet to the instructor, I did do too. He took a sheet of that white paper, I did so too. He got a seat, I went to find a seat too.
But once I was out of the spotlight, I started to panic. What the heck is this paper for?? I sms my alarm to zumsteg but he just made a joke out of it. Ask me to lick the paper and stick it to my forehead. Idiot.
Then the instructor came in and said "Ok. Same thing. 50 questions and we discuss after that."
Huh..?? What 50 questions??
Cheyyy... 50 sample questions.. We answer all. Then we check how many mistakes we have. Then we discuss whichever questions we want to..
Having sat for Basic and Final Theory before helped and having a bf who keeps scolding you on the bike and keep telling you to do this and this and that.... and keep asking you if he can buy this and this and that for his bike also helped.. A lot... Hehe..
Can't wait can't wait for more....
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Feeling Better..
Did my Treadmill intervals:
4 mins - 5.3kmh walking on a 4% incline
2 mins - 8kmh run
2 mins - 5.3kmh walking on a 5% incline
2 mins - 9.6kmh run
x 3 sets
Head is clearer now and amazingly I'm not as tired anymore.
Theory lessons later and I'm no longer dreading it. Yayness..
Psst it's working... Weighed myself today and it has moved 2kg to the left. Nice... =)
Thanks
Had a long conversation with a someone yesterday and I must say thank you for the insight. For others who had also shared your inputs. Thanks.
I dunno how many times I've been thru the same situation but once again, I'll try. One and half month is not too far away but I'll try.
One last time. One big bang.
For now, back to the drawing board.
Monday, June 18, 2007
Bad News this Way Comes............
At first I felt nothing. Like I was prepared for the worst. If he has to go, means that he has to. Now that I'm sitting here in my dark office, typing this out, I remember the fights he had gone through. When doc told us to say our goodbyes when he had his second heart attack, he fought so hard and got through it til now. Now this. I'm not sure how I should be feeling now.
Sending my bro off also felt weird. I was pissed at first when I had to wake up so early in the morning. But as the day went by, I felt nervous for him. I wonder why. I guess it just dawned on me that he's gonna be away for 12 weeks. What if things happen in between?? Looking at his face while we separated at Tekong Ferry terminal, was somewhat sad. He looked as if he was fine but it was kinda awkward, like he just wanted to walk away from us without saying proper goodbyes.
I'm not sure what's wrong with me now. I was fine over all this but suddenly i'm feeling all melancholy. Suddenly I feel like I'm missing my bro, suddenly I'm sad about my gramps.
I guess it doesn't help also that zumsteg's uncle is seriously sick as well. One thing after another. Just one thing after another.
Nothing much I could do. On my part I'll just have to take it one thing at a time.
Friday, June 15, 2007
Phase One
Anyways, clocked a 1K run and a 15 min cross trainer work out in between while waiting for them. Now my body hurts like hell. HMmmmmmmmmmmmm.. I wonder why????????
Words of wisdom:
[Qoute] Which floor sir? - Singapore! [/Unquote]
[Qoute] What is below 6? - 7! [/Unquote]
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Aftermath..
but I can't stop thinking of fooood. I'm always hungryy!! How!!
And so begins my journey to be anorexic... Well maybe not but you get the idea.. I need to shed da kilos fast!!
Ohmyfreakingoodness ... I'm FAT!!!
Lunch: Vegan bee hoon, with mock this and mock that and some vege + plain water.
Training that almost killed me.
Dinner: Yong Tau Fu
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
To BKK
Walked a lot too.
From Day 1 we managed to squeeze in many places aside from the mandatory plans.
From Oceanarium to Suan Lum to Chatuchak to Oceans 13. Then from Pantip Plaza to Khao San Rd.
Oh and if you're taking Air Asia.. Pay more for express boarding. It's worth the money for that extra leg space in that front row. I am short yet I got claustrophobic sitting in the second row. Haha. Literally threw my bag over and rushed for that front row seat. Leg space and no rocking back rest right in your face!! Heavens I tell you!!

Thursday, June 7, 2007
The Beginning..
She said he'll start losing his hair in a weeks time. She should know cos she went through all this before. She came out of it a strong lady. I'm hoping he'll do the same. I'm praying he'll have the strength.
As I'm typing this, he's prob going through his one hour session now.
Stubborn and strong..
That's him.
That's my gramps.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
Tumbling Mumbling Topsy Turvy..
Stage 4. Brain. Spread. 12 months.
Just when I'm trying to have a break. Just trying to have some fun.
How?
Sunday, June 3, 2007
From KL
KL was hot.
Have never walked and ventured so much during my past visits there.
Day 1 KL
- Train was delayed the night before.
- Only reached hotel about 10am. Checked in. Slept for a bit.
- KLCC
- BB
- Back to hotel
- Sleep
Day 2
- Gym
- Pool
- KLCC
- Brickfields (Some gallery for Filtered opening)
- KLCC for Shrek 3
- Back to hotel
- Sleep
Day 3
- Bangsar (Some Gallery for some opening)
- Caught in the rain. Took shelter at a shop selling aircon and stuff. Dirtied their gleaming white floor, with our slippers.
- Mid Valley Mega Mall
- Got our Jln Telawi Nasi Lemak
- Back to hotel
- Sleep
Day 4
- Walk around some more
- Cut hair
- Collect contact lens
- Berjaya Times Square
- Chill at HR. Good band playing.
- Back to hotel
- Sleep
Day 5
- Bus at 7 back to SG.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Me, Myself and I
And that one is Me.
Say whatever there is to say. I'm happy to take it. Alone.
Funny. A day before, "It's not your burden to bear..."
One.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Stand Down! Stand Down!
Happy days... Happy days... Seafood at JB tomorrow! Yee Haa!
Friday, May 11, 2007
10 days down..
Everyone else is having a burden slowly lifted off their shoulders whilst i feel like mine is here to stay. For the time being at least.
I'm trying to keep myself smiling but I seem to be always doing the opposite.
solitude.
Thursday, May 3, 2007
Silver Platter for One
Let me mourn for a moment people. Let me mourn.......................
Ok done with mourning..
Milan deserved the win. Great game but still a good fight from Man Utd. Let's look forward to Premiership and FA Cup. Nasib baik Kaka hensem...
Jose must be walking with a foot in his mouth now. Quadruple?? Rite.. Treble?? Maybe... But what's a treble without the Champions League trophy... Go Pool!!!
Monday, April 30, 2007
May Day! May Day!
May Roster
Mon-0705-StudyLeave , Tue-0805-Study Leave , Wed - 0905 - [0600-1530] ,
Thur - 1005 - [0600-1530] , Fri - 1105 - [0800-1700] , Sat - 1205 - [-] , Sun - 1305 - [0600-1530] ,
Mon - 1405 - [0800-1730] , Tue - 1505 - [0600-1530] , Wed -1605 - [1500-0000] ,
Thur - 1705 - [TO] , Fri - 1805 - [0800-1700] , Sat - 1905 - [0600-1530] , Sun - 2005 - [0600-1530] ,
Mon - 2105 - [0600-1530] , Tue - 2205 - [0800-1730] , Wed - 2305 - [1500-0000] ,
Thur - 2405 - [TO] , Fri - 2505 - [1500-0000] , Sat - 2605 - [1500-0000] , Sun - 2705 - [-] ,
Mon - 2805 - [1500-0000] , Tue - 2905 - [TO]
My company D&D is this Sat. Kinda excited cos it's something diff this time round. Haha theme is Survivor and looking at their dress code examples.. I dun have to prepare anything. I can be wearing my Nikes and just throw on a cap and a bandana around my arm and hey presto!
So does that mean I have to get that Crumpler Robo-Bop? Hehe.. I'll think about that.. *Insert sly grin*... ...
3 more chapters to finish my studying
8 more days to exams
Many many more days to June... long leave long leave long leave
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Baby Bolsters?? Not Cute!!
Yeay to my fave sliced fish bee hoon and also the Vegetarian stall!!
Boo to cramped space and growing crowds!
Anyway this morning while I was on the train to work, the lady sitting opposite me got up. In front of that seat was a man, standing, reading the papers. But he didn't get the seat. Instead another man literally slid all the way from 4 seats away and landed his bum on that empty seat.
I'm telling you. I frigging hate these kind of people. And especially those who frigging rush for seats at Tanah Merah and alight at Expo. Wah lau!! One stop only. Then rush for seat for what!!!
So back to that slider man, I looked at him and he's obviously not local. Dgn muka tak mandi (never shower face) and his unkempt hair and messy clothes, that just turns me off big time. But something piqued my interest.. He was wearing a t shirt but it had sleeves covering his arm. So I assumed he was wearing another layer inside. As you kow it rained this morning so he might be cold.. But that layer had weird frills at the end of it.. I noticed it had frills at the top too.. Then got teddy bear patterns on it. Then it hit me..
He was wearing the covers of baby bolsters on his arm lah!!! He think what.. Cute ah??!!??!!
Couldn't take it anymore. Decided to just shut my eyes tight and sleep my way to work. Thank god he was gone by the time I woke up.
Wah lau!!
Monday, April 16, 2007
Give me novacaine.. Can??
This sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novacaine
Sigh. Jaded. That's the new black eh?
Good games on Saturday. Feel happy cos I have been squeezing or sneaking in a try in every mixed game.
2 more days to presentation and 3 more weeks to exams.
Anyway, birthday shout out to my bro...
15042007 - Happy 20th Birthday Bro. Cepat2 masuk NS so you can start paying your own hp bill!
Ok lah. Tired now. Back to work.
Drain the pressure from the swelling,
This sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
and everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novacaine
Thursday, April 12, 2007
All About Shittiness
Anyway, the real shittiness is when you realise that you iBook batt is dying soon. Fook! My laptop dies out on me with the batt at 30% left. I can last about 20 mins max even when I have my batt fully charged. Kanina... I wonder how much a new set of batt would cost me.
Sponsors anyone?
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
April Fulled...
Last weekend I lost track of time. Holiday plans cancelled, I met up with group mates for a discussion. My panic was for no reason as they knocked it into my head that we still have 2 weeks more to prepare for presentation. Not this Wed as I have been thinking all the time.
Saturday decided to attend TPiranhas 10 years reunion. Things change I guess but I still like it anyway. Missing faces here and there but otherwise, it felt like good ol times. Hehe.. There were some new faces added in to the family tho.
Was hit by gastric flu again. Was puking my guts out along the road at marina south at 3am after a bowling session with sherman and cuzs. People must be thinking I was drunk or something. Ugly scene. CSI would prob have just turned away.
Made it home in one piece. Slept in my jacket and two blankets and friendly Mr Fever. Bloody doctor near my home was closed on a Sunday. Had to take a bus dgn muka taik and sweaty body no matter how many times I showered, all the way to Jurong West. Tak hensem langsung. Wasted my day away in bed and had to give a friend's wedding a miss! Missed the part where they said the groom forgot to zip his pants.. wah lau eh.. Classic lah.. Damnit. Anyway, feeling much better now cept for the persistent headache. Occasional bloatedness and shitty feeling..(literally)..
Sherman made me spend a whopping $80 on many small things yesterday and guess how much he spent? $0.40!!! He has $79.60 more to go to make up for my heartache.
Hais.. Dunno why my post very random today. Like nonsense.. Oh but one last thing.. Someting wonderful greeted me this morning...
Ok bye.

































