this is just dumb. no wonder they have such a high turnover rate in their div alone. the d is such a fake. fake smile and all. does he think we have nothing better to do? like lie about our course completion. my god. so much abt looking after our welfare. does he even noe how part time degree works? how much effort we have to juggle our work and studies. and he can't even give us some help. pfft. What if my graduation was in october? so i have to wait til oct to get my measly well deserved increment? nonsense!

it's been a while. i can say a lot has happened and we're in the midst of things now. just got my results recently and i'm happy i've passed. after almost 3 years of slogging, i can say i'm done for now. yeay!

my room is in a mess as usual but i'd say it's looking good eh. hooked up the new tv console, tv and dvd player and we're halfway done? the bed's gonna be here in jan. and we're rolling on.

2 and half months more and i'm gonna be his mrs? 1 week short of my 28th birthday. work the math.. everything is more or less settled. we're left with the smaller details and fine tuning of some things. i'm prob gonna go missing from the blog again after this entry but pray for us that everything goes well. hopefully you'll hear from us with our invites soon yah.

distressed. stressed. you name it. i'm feeling it.

how can i not repeat myself when you just do not seem to get it.

i've been wanting to blog about samui since i got back. but i guess it has lost its hot off the oven freshness. by the time, i've finally decided to open up blogger, i have nothing but complains and whinings to pen down.

i'm a bit pissed now actually. yeah. and i've just lost my mood to go any further. k den.

it's been donkey ages. watever that means. everytime i see my blog, i have an urge to type something out just for an update sake. but then again, nothing new has been happening.





well we have finally made the split.





my work place i mean.... where you thinking abt me and him? hehe. ok lame. i noe. oooooooo... did u noe that i'm tired almost everyday too? been having so much difficulty to get up for work. so last week, after heeeeiing and hawwing, we decided, we planned, we researched and we booked the tickets. well make that.. I did all that. he only said no or ok can... like win oredi lor.. so i'm like so looking forward to that, i'm practically being a loser counting down the days. i noe. i noe. i have better things to be counting down for.. but i can't help it. just thinking of the getaway gets me all excited.. i'm just hoping that it could help to refresh me up a bit when we get back.

classes have started too. so far so good but that's cos we only have 1 assignment due quite soon. just ask me again 6 weeks down the road.. then i'll prob start my whining.

had my tooth pulled out. looked like a hamster for the day. gung ho me felt no pain therefore declined the dentist's offer for a day mc. well i was feeling no pain.

but now, i can feel a headache coming.. a big one... die..

i dunno if i'm doing the right thing but i felt relieved when i let it off my chest. is it wrong for me to feel that way?

i see tough times ahead and it's going to be a long week. but i have to be strong. i have to be brave.

good luck for ur exams aien. u'll be needing it.

it's one of those bad days where u feel like shouting !@#$k%^&*n()_+n!@#$f%^&*u()_+c!@#$c%^&*u()_+...... and then you'll feel better..

so who would like to be my friend today?

freakin hoottt..

finally got to watch this.. bwahahaha..

had a shitty start at work today.

but reading ellen's tweets definitely crack me up. here goes..

TheEllenShowDo you know who my favorite singer is? Pink. Do you know who's on my show today? Pink. Do you know what my favorite color is? Navy blue.
3:26 AM May 16th from web

gonna be gone from the blog again for a while. exams coming. boo Ya!

almost there with my report. just waiting for the transcripts and methodology from the partner and i can print this out and set this aside..

maybe i should work on my reading now.. sighh...

i see a little bit of sunshine coming.

doing my work this late did give me some good tho. i had the whole house to myself with no one asking me to do this and that cos everyone's asleep. i get to run the laundry and also watch the reds game as well. we're goin to rome.

ok.. did what i could for the night. off to bed for wee bit.. nites.

been busy. was away from the office for almost a week. even when i was in, i had no time to sit down at my desk for long. there was always something that needed attention. finance side had been quite a bitch with so many invoices coming back to me. why can't they get their procedures straight. 1st time must like this. then another time say like that. that officer say this. another officer say that. waste my time for no reason. acckkkk. if not for a few gems who have been tremendously helpful, i would have blown my top a few times. doesn't help that my division was running a conference at that time. freaking $$ officer called me when i got back and said she has been calling and trying to get me on the phone. saying it's so hard to get me as if it was my fault i had to leave my desk. pleaseeee lahh... u think i what?? everyday in office ah like u??? renovations not completed in the office as well. the noise is terrible. my new work area is not ready and i'm expected to shift by this fri. rite. my current table is now a mess. and everything is simply strewn everywhere. haiss..

classes are ok. assignment week now.. i'm left with a final submission and an individual reading. tough. i just need this week to be over and i can breathe a little easier. this has just been crazy. even the long weekend was not enough cos we had something on. almost like work as well. i'm just roughing it out for a week more. craving for a break. at a time like this i dun care even if it's batam or bintan..

been so tired that i'm having problems waking up every single day.. times i almost feel like shouting when i'm trying to get some work done but calls keep coming in and noise from the renovation work got too loud. times that i just feel like crying.

i need a little bit of sunshine.

Another good one... by PS 22 Chorus

i use to rule the worldddddd....

another one fo those flash mob thingy.. similar to the t mobile ad. wonder if s'pore could pull something like this off. maybe at city hall perhaps??

curiosity kills the cat.

the cat is me.

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oh yah. and we have a mynah bird flying around in our office now. hehehe. it's a funny sight.

ok. time to go catch some birds. ;-P

last sat saw us playing 3 games. a toughie against monsoon A as usual. mixed against meryll l to help the darksiders whom were short on girls and our own game against psrc.

i have no idea what's killing my back since weeks ago but last week's games prob just confirmed it could be due to my right knee or ankle.. whichever that is. had a hard time being a dummy half cos i couldn't even bend down proper to pick up the ball. anyway.. that's that. have already made an appt with some guy in a clinic in hougang as recommended by zums, to get my whole body checked.

anyways, sentosa after the games was nice. ta paoed some food and talked cock til late and til we got hungry again. been ages since we had a session like that and i must say i missed it much. cleared and washed up and decided that we wanted to go to some chi chi coffee place for a drink. ended at dome in dempsey where drinks turned to pizzas and munchy combos and lasagnes and pastas.. and we finally settled for home at almost 2am.

sunday was a cousin's engagement, then met zums for some retail therapy at rsh warehouse sale, and over to suntec.. monday was a bit of retail again.. damage done for both.. 5 pairs of shoes, 1 pair of slippers, 3 pairs of socks and a running top.. have.to.stop.now.

hi tea with colleagues on tuesday was not bad. saw fann wong and tay ping hui filming over at crowne plaze. fann was super skinny. very skinny. how to be as skinny as her kind of skinny??!! arghh.. but skinny flew out the window once they started serving the food. then dinner at shokudo with zums and mon.. skinny??? what is skinny??

oasis concert on sunday. now contemplating if should go or not. seems like ticket sales not so crazy as jason and chris.. they still have the cat 1 and free standing tixs.. hmmmm..

i'm so random. i know.

oh shit ya. just remembered need to meet up with luxe and picturebook. like soon.

ok bye.

lan's baby boy born on monday.

gran's birthday on tuesday.

osrg meeting on fri.

accruals in by fri.

budget report by fri.

IT inventory by fri.

ATE budget by fri.

draft proposal by fri.

sigh...

but lunch yesterday, i splurged. i heee and hawedd at the ballroom. i think and think and thought and thought. and i called and asked and whined and rationalised. and i got in the line and i paid.

then i think and thought and worried and regretted and i justififed and i sit in the office and do my work.

i worked and worked and then at 7.30pm, i smiled and guess what.. no more regrets....

:-)

chilled sat morning drastically turned rush rush. went out after a change of clothes last minute and ended feeling unhappy abt my fashion sense.

sulked in the cab all the way to burlington and got a whopper meal just to put myself at ease. walked out and was greeted with this beautiful sight. mind you.. it was 7.30pm.





after a change of plans here and there.. we end up doing a midnight cycle. a short route was planned but halted as we reached esso along lor ah soo. bike probs and a slight drizzle later we decided to have a short break at a nearby coffee shop.

continued with our cycle and our short ride turned to a long one when hairik decided to lead the way back. past hougang, into sengkang, up to punggol, outskirts of punggol, punggol sports centre, all around, then all the way back to hougang where we ended up at macs at 5am. large cup of coke before we finally reached back where started. got caught in the rain on the way back but the hot shower totally made everything feel good before 3 of us tucked ourselves in for the morning at 7am sunday morning...



feeling good.... nites...

lovely saturday. woke up late. washed my bed sheets. lay out new ones. chilling. taking things slow.

anyway, they've started piling works over at compassvale pearl. got the pics from one of the forummers over at sengkang.com.

my week in a summary was generally ok.
sucky game on sat.
good copany on sat.
busy work week.
assignment due on thurs.
results for sem 1 is just out today. which is quite ok for me i guess.

many many things to think about and many many things to start preparing.. urghh..

This is good. This is real good. Watch it.

Death by Tray by Sir Lord Baron Von Vader Ham

bags bags bags.. well the weekend started quite hysterically over some miscomm, but i must say it turned out quite fine in the end.

pressies were awesome..

a guess handbag from yours truly me sherman.. thank you babes.. smoochies..
accessorize work bag from me colleagues.. thanks me ladies and a gentleman..
ps slingbag from the 'dr'.. thanks guys.. and yeah. it was hell getting through the wrapping.. heh
m.a.c stuff from prongoi.. thanksss ngoiiii
hand mirror from fifi and zul... thanks angel!!!
funky coasters from najib.. Thanks dude!
and last but not least.. the love from the girly gals at seoul garden... you people rock my socks off!!!

everyone else who remembered.. you guys have been too kind with your wishes and thank you sooo much loves!!

27 eh... well.. let's rock it on!!!

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urgghh. think the indulgence of spicy food and fried stuff and loads of ice cream is now taking a toll on my throat.

i.hate.sore.throat.

weekend was gd. had fun during the games espesh mixed. been sometime since i had that feeling. superb good dinner at adam with superb co. and dennn.. ate again at spize with zums and gang. pheeww. slept over at zums cos i felt fat and tired and totally sleepy after all that pigging out. sunday was even better

today is gd too. colleagues got me a new bag from accessorize for me burfday. and now havin ice cream at udders.. urghh. got to hit the gym soon. well at least there's touch on wed.

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my tummy ain't feeling too good today. spent money taking a cab from bouna vista mrt. pfft. and i'm feeling hungry yet i need to rush to the toilet still. blearghh..

did the budget and sent it out at 2347 to everyone.

bro showed me a cool vid on youtube. and yeah it's cool. you guys should watch.

How Six Songs Collide


watch! watch! watch!

randoms.

stl officially starts tomorrow.

amazing to see karma completing their cycle with the people who hurt u before.

ha.to.the.ha.to.the.har.de.har.har.

what am i sayin.

oh.fuck.it.

feelin tired, pissed, sad, stressed after work today. yeah. work. left office at 7 and head off to the other end of sg. jp. new ntuc is the shizzazz. rite. grabbed some comfort food and cabbed it home. now i'm home. i'm online. i'm watching ai8 while crunching on crunchy crunchy greens. still feel like shit but what to do.

just b'cos i do almost everything asked of me does not mean i will do everything. does that even make sense. i am not sure of it myself. why am i expected to accept everything people say, rationally, when they hate my guts for trying to explain my point of view.. rationally. i dun think that makes sense either. how do one express oneself properly? i think i did everything that i could spare my energy and time on for the last few weeks. just b'cos i stood up for myself for that moment of lethargy, people resent me. hais.. what's the point. what's the point of saying so much now when you will always be misunderstood.

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wah sey. they mother win already lah.


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this is hopeless.. stayed up last night to study for the next paper but all i covered was the headings and the finale of season 4 grey's anatomy.

also went thru my collection of videos and had to put this up.. for someone so undanceable he got good flow with his neck.. heh..

zum's showed me this vid and it's like super cool lah..

would you clean your kids' hands and have them hold it up in the air till the father comes back with the food?
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even if that could take at least 5 to 10 mins? hmmmm...

holidays are over and it's back to work tomorrow. batam was fun and pics are up in facebook. well whatever i could take at least. cam batt went kaput on day 2. got2 wait for the rest of the pics to be uploaded by babaiyi.

exams are next week and let's just say.... "hmmmmmm.." heh.

running on tuesday night and yesterday i went for a swim after work. by the time i had dinner and got home, i was super refreshed. my arms and legs were aching but my mind was too alert to go straight to bed. was lucky that starsky and hutch was on.

how i wish i had the discipline and will power to wake up super early and head out for a run. maybe i could be more alert in the mornings then. snooze button is the devil..

anyways, woke up this morning and got a call from a colleague asking if i wanted breakfast. i said yeah. why not. and heard a shriek from her background. apparently wasn't i supposed to help out with the open house today... what breakfast was i going to squeeze in.. pfft.. i totally forgot about today being the 22nd. see what i mean about being alert in the morning..

well no breakfast then. reached office, packed my things and was about to run off when i got called up for budget.. ackkk!!! eventually spent my whole morning looking through millions and millions.. saving money here and pushing money there.. went for lunch and continued again with numbers..

have finally submitted the stuff over and now i'm crossing my fingers that they won't call me anymore for today...

now i can say my mind is super tired and i def can fall asleep if i ever put my head on any pillow....

suddenly there is so many things to be done. it's amazing that how things can just drop on you rite from the sky.

anyways, long weekend ahead, so i guess i have that to look forward to..

see u lot in a while den..

i'm not greedy and i noe a ferrari sooo outta my league. so instead, i'll ask:

can i get a cherry red rush for freeeeeeeeeeee...

yowzaaa.. sherman's 'ster is finally back out on the road. after a whole month or so being left somewhere with the mech in sin ming, it's finally back out!

i am loving it!

i is feeling sad cos this week, i sent 2 colleagues back home to the creator. they perished in the bangkok club fire. they were nice men and i hope that they are now at peace....

i is feeling angry bcos young kids can be very irresponsible. how can someone just chalk up $700 worth of hp bill in less than 2 months. but i cannot do anything; as it is not my place to say anything and whatever is done is done. just angry cos i know that $700 is very much needed somewhere else. sigh..

i is feelin relieved bcos i am over with classes and presentation for now. 2 weeks study break and i will sit for my exams.

lastly i is feeling quite happy cos i have managed to get my eclipse and complete my daydreaming of edward cullen... hehee.. but i is still loving my sherman bradshaw.. so no worries there ok...