just b'cos i do almost everything asked of me does not mean i will do everything. does that even make sense. i am not sure of it myself. why am i expected to accept everything people say, rationally, when they hate my guts for trying to explain my point of view.. rationally. i dun think that makes sense either. how do one express oneself properly? i think i did everything that i could spare my energy and time on for the last few weeks. just b'cos i stood up for myself for that moment of lethargy, people resent me. hais.. what's the point. what's the point of saying so much now when you will always be misunderstood.

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