been busy. was away from the office for almost a week. even when i was in, i had no time to sit down at my desk for long. there was always something that needed attention. finance side had been quite a bitch with so many invoices coming back to me. why can't they get their procedures straight. 1st time must like this. then another time say like that. that officer say this. another officer say that. waste my time for no reason. acckkkk. if not for a few gems who have been tremendously helpful, i would have blown my top a few times. doesn't help that my division was running a conference at that time. freaking $$ officer called me when i got back and said she has been calling and trying to get me on the phone. saying it's so hard to get me as if it was my fault i had to leave my desk. pleaseeee lahh... u think i what?? everyday in office ah like u??? renovations not completed in the office as well. the noise is terrible. my new work area is not ready and i'm expected to shift by this fri. rite. my current table is now a mess. and everything is simply strewn everywhere. haiss..

classes are ok. assignment week now.. i'm left with a final submission and an individual reading. tough. i just need this week to be over and i can breathe a little easier. this has just been crazy. even the long weekend was not enough cos we had something on. almost like work as well. i'm just roughing it out for a week more. craving for a break. at a time like this i dun care even if it's batam or bintan..

been so tired that i'm having problems waking up every single day.. times i almost feel like shouting when i'm trying to get some work done but calls keep coming in and noise from the renovation work got too loud. times that i just feel like crying.

i need a little bit of sunshine.