just b'cos i do almost everything asked of me does not mean i will do everything. does that even make sense. i am not sure of it myself. why am i expected to accept everything people say, rationally, when they hate my guts for trying to explain my point of view.. rationally. i dun think that makes sense either. how do one express oneself properly? i think i did everything that i could spare my energy and time on for the last few weeks. just b'cos i stood up for myself for that moment of lethargy, people resent me. hais.. what's the point. what's the point of saying so much now when you will always be misunderstood.

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wah sey. they mother win already lah.


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this is hopeless.. stayed up last night to study for the next paper but all i covered was the headings and the finale of season 4 grey's anatomy.

also went thru my collection of videos and had to put this up.. for someone so undanceable he got good flow with his neck.. heh..

zum's showed me this vid and it's like super cool lah..

would you clean your kids' hands and have them hold it up in the air till the father comes back with the food?
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even if that could take at least 5 to 10 mins? hmmmm...

holidays are over and it's back to work tomorrow. batam was fun and pics are up in facebook. well whatever i could take at least. cam batt went kaput on day 2. got2 wait for the rest of the pics to be uploaded by babaiyi.

exams are next week and let's just say.... "hmmmmmm.." heh.

running on tuesday night and yesterday i went for a swim after work. by the time i had dinner and got home, i was super refreshed. my arms and legs were aching but my mind was too alert to go straight to bed. was lucky that starsky and hutch was on.

how i wish i had the discipline and will power to wake up super early and head out for a run. maybe i could be more alert in the mornings then. snooze button is the devil..

anyways, woke up this morning and got a call from a colleague asking if i wanted breakfast. i said yeah. why not. and heard a shriek from her background. apparently wasn't i supposed to help out with the open house today... what breakfast was i going to squeeze in.. pfft.. i totally forgot about today being the 22nd. see what i mean about being alert in the morning..

well no breakfast then. reached office, packed my things and was about to run off when i got called up for budget.. ackkk!!! eventually spent my whole morning looking through millions and millions.. saving money here and pushing money there.. went for lunch and continued again with numbers..

have finally submitted the stuff over and now i'm crossing my fingers that they won't call me anymore for today...

now i can say my mind is super tired and i def can fall asleep if i ever put my head on any pillow....