2 June 2010

How can mere numbers affect a person's life so drastically. The husband asked about my weight the other day. To enquire about his fork spring rate he says. I had no choice but to tell him and he replied my text normally. But I can bloody well see the smirk on his face.

Saying out the numbers out loud is like a bloody wake up call. I still have not gone over his max weight limit for me yet though.. He says he will break up with me if I did.. Heh. He also said he will break up with me when we reach 1 year into our dating phase.. Then he said 2 when we passed our first year. And he said 3 when we passed our second. And so on.

Anyway back to my main point here.. I am slowly gaining all the post marriage weight thingy and I am seriously getting fat. That's it. That's my point. Ok bye!



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11 May 2010

It's hard to say how I'm feeling yet I feel so many things just tumbling about in my chest. Why does she have to go through all that. Seemed like she waited to see him before she left. Even after what he did to her. I hate him. I hate everything about him. I don't even want to see his face. I think I can say that for many others. He can do whatever he wants now. We just hope he gets what he deserve. She definitely does not deserve all this.

Dear aunt..
My marriage made me realise even more how much I love my family and yes that includes you. You've been here since then and you've been so strong in front of us. I'm sad you had to go so soon yet I'm glad you don't have to suffer anymore. I hope he takes good care of you now wherever you are. I'm sure atuk is already waiting for you. I love you my aunt. And I know i'll miss you in times to come.


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09 May 2010

My dream became real. Very real and I am very sad abt that.


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Got a little bump along my jaw. It's not a pimple and not an insect bite. Hurts only when I press on it. Wonder what it is? Anyone kena before?


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I had to wear the hubster's other helmet yesterday. Reason being, he washed the inner lining of his helmet. Thus it was wet. Thus he took mine to wear. Leaving me with his other helmet. Which actually would have looked fine on him.

Later that night, he fiddled with me phone and by the time I got it back, I had this as my wallpaper..




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It has been ages since my last post. Facebook has stole the thunder for a while now that I found blogging such a hassle. A few happenings since the beginning of this year and I must say I've enjoyed every bit of them.

First there was the last stretch of the wedding preps. Invite designs, printing, decorations, fitting.. Gosh... Everything was so stressful but at the end of the day, we could sit back and laugh. Thinking did we actually went through all that. We wouldn't want to go through it again but all those nice moments are firmly etched into our minds..

Then there was our honeymoon. So many changes yet so little time. We ended up spending 8 days in Krabi and Lanta. Awesome I must say. It feels different to be travelling as a married couple yet it still feels the same. Maybe we're just so used to travelling with each other or maybe we're just good for each other? Heh. And it was also the first time I celebrated my birthday overseas. It's such a blessing to be having your birthday on your honeymoon with your most loved one. Not forgetting all who wished me all the way back from home. Now this I don't mind going through again.

March came and we were back at work. I moved over to Hougang and I started missing home, my dad and especially my mum on my second day away. I've had sleepovers before but knowing I'm part of my own family now is kinda nervewrecking. I've gotten used to it so far but I still demand to sleepover at Jurong on weekends. I never knew I was such a momma's girl. So much of wanting to grow up and get my own place fast.

And now, we're almost at the end of April. I'm going bankrupt with so many birthdays going on this month. But i still would like to welcome Haziq Rayyan to the world. Son to the bff Ayu and her hubs Nizam. That boy is such a cutie and he has such a thick mop of hair on his head. Jealous can!! And no.. There is no bun in my oven. Not yet. Not soon. But we'll take whatever comes our way. Heh. And anyway, I have finally received my parchment and transcript from MDIS. Whoots! This year has been great to me so far. I like!! Thank you!!

Well just so happens that today is Marli's birthday and my SIL as well. So happy birthday you two!!

this is just dumb. no wonder they have such a high turnover rate in their div alone. the d is such a fake. fake smile and all. does he think we have nothing better to do? like lie about our course completion. my god. so much abt looking after our welfare. does he even noe how part time degree works? how much effort we have to juggle our work and studies. and he can't even give us some help. pfft. What if my graduation was in october? so i have to wait til oct to get my measly well deserved increment? nonsense!