Bad News this Way Comes............

Many thing s are coming my way. Some good some bad. The outstanding ones are some what sad actually. First my gramps. My mum said 12 months, but just last week as we were sending my bro off to Tekong, she mentioned 12 weeks. Huh??!! Apparently the doc said that he's in the 4th stage of lung cancer and when he went for a scan, they found that he also has brain cancer. It's too advanced that chemo and radiotherapy will no longer cure him fully. But will only help him to live longer. Max 12 weeks.

At first I felt nothing. Like I was prepared for the worst. If he has to go, means that he has to. Now that I'm sitting here in my dark office, typing this out, I remember the fights he had gone through. When doc told us to say our goodbyes when he had his second heart attack, he fought so hard and got through it til now. Now this. I'm not sure how I should be feeling now.

Sending my bro off also felt weird. I was pissed at first when I had to wake up so early in the morning. But as the day went by, I felt nervous for him. I wonder why. I guess it just dawned on me that he's gonna be away for 12 weeks. What if things happen in between?? Looking at his face while we separated at Tekong Ferry terminal, was somewhat sad. He looked as if he was fine but it was kinda awkward, like he just wanted to walk away from us without saying proper goodbyes.

I'm not sure what's wrong with me now. I was fine over all this but suddenly i'm feeling all melancholy. Suddenly I feel like I'm missing my bro, suddenly I'm sad about my gramps.

I guess it doesn't help also that zumsteg's uncle is seriously sick as well. One thing after another. Just one thing after another.

Nothing much I could do. On my part I'll just have to take it one thing at a time.

Phase One

Finally got my arse off to step up and take the plunge. Just hope that the drive doesn't die half way and efforts goes to waste. Haha.

Anyways, clocked a 1K run and a 15 min cross trainer work out in between while waiting for them. Now my body hurts like hell. HMmmmmmmmmmmmm.. I wonder why????????


Words of wisdom:

[Qoute] Which floor sir? - Singapore! [/Unquote]
[Qoute] What is below 6? - 7! [/Unquote]

Aftermath..

Came back with doubly huge fat ass (as if it wasn't fat enough in the first place). Ate like nobody's business while I was away and now....

but I can't stop thinking of fooood. I'm always hungryy!! How!!


And so begins my journey to be anorexic... Well maybe not but you get the idea.. I need to shed da kilos fast!!

Ohmyfreakingoodness ... I'm FAT!!!





Lunch: Vegan bee hoon, with mock this and mock that and some vege + plain water.
Training that almost killed me.
Dinner: Yong Tau Fu

To BKK

BKK was hot too.

Walked a lot too.

From Day 1 we managed to squeeze in many places aside from the mandatory plans.

From Oceanarium to Suan Lum to Chatuchak to Oceans 13. Then from Pantip Plaza to Khao San Rd.

Oh and if you're taking Air Asia.. Pay more for express boarding. It's worth the money for that extra leg space in that front row. I am short yet I got claustrophobic sitting in the second row. Haha. Literally threw my bag over and rushed for that front row seat. Leg space and no rocking back rest right in your face!! Heavens I tell you!!

The Beginning..

2 hours of chemo for lungs and brain and he was the first out from the car. Walking swiftly with his usual steps. I didn't see it with my eyes, but hearing that from my aunt made me feel a teeny weeny bit better.

She said he'll start losing his hair in a weeks time. She should know cos she went through all this before. She came out of it a strong lady. I'm hoping he'll do the same. I'm praying he'll have the strength.

As I'm typing this, he's prob going through his one hour session now.

Stubborn and strong..

That's him.

That's my gramps.

Tumbling Mumbling Topsy Turvy..

My mind is having a field day in Tumble Tots. All I can say is Aiiiiiiyyyaaaaiiiiyyyyaaaaaiiiiii!!!!!!





Stage 4. Brain. Spread. 12 months.





Just when I'm trying to have a break. Just trying to have some fun.





How?

From KL

KL was hot.

Have never walked and ventured so much during my past visits there.

Day 1 KL

- Train was delayed the night before.
- Only reached hotel about 10am. Checked in. Slept for a bit.
- KLCC
- BB
- Back to hotel
- Sleep

Day 2

- Gym
- Pool
- KLCC
- Brickfields (Some gallery for Filtered opening)
- KLCC for Shrek 3
- Back to hotel
- Sleep

Day 3

- Bangsar (Some Gallery for some opening)
- Caught in the rain. Took shelter at a shop selling aircon and stuff. Dirtied their gleaming white floor, with our slippers.
- Mid Valley Mega Mall
- Got our Jln Telawi Nasi Lemak
- Back to hotel
- Sleep

Day 4
- Walk around some more
- Cut hair
- Collect contact lens
- Berjaya Times Square
- Chill at HR. Good band playing.
- Back to hotel
- Sleep

Day 5

- Bus at 7 back to SG.